the latest

we heard from our worker yesterday afternoon and we found out the baby boy has a sibling so they are going to check with that family and see if they are willing to take him. ugh as I type that sentence I am starting to cry. I am not suppose to do this!! and so soon!:( I know that it will be awesome and for the best that he could be with a sibling. but he will be so missed, we are (me especially) already attached and in love. they may come back and say that they can't take him now but will take him at some point, not sure which will be harder, now or later. need to see the big picture and trust God. breaks my heart to think of him having to move again and be confused. this is how its going to be..please God give me the strength, this is what you called me to do, you will give me the peace.