exhausted and in love

woah this is an adjustment. now that its been more than a few days it so funny how things that seemed important before don't matter, and what matters is SLEEP. haha. I have found that I already want to stay home and make sure we keep baby boy on a schedule and that he eats enough and naps so he will not be all mixed up and will sleep at night. so far hes done well, hope it keeps up! I have enjoyed being home more. I think I may be ruining him though for when he goes back to his original foster mom, because he cries EVERY TIME I put him down. hes so happy when I am holding him, feeding him, getting him dressed, etc. but if I put him down to play so can get some things done he cries the whole time. I feel bad because he didn't do this the first day? I don't know if this has to be attachment issues or what. I'm trying to read up on this and going to continue to meet his needs, love on him, enjoy him, and just praying it gets better for him. I get sad when I think about him going home and not getting the attention and love he deserves, but I know I should not go there, I don't know enough about his situation at the other home, I will have to trust God to take care of him. this is going to be hard! duuh..! I mean look at this smile and cheeks! lovelovelove