the call I have been dreading

so we got the call this morning that baby boy will be leaving and going to be with his sibling at another foster home:( I had been dreading it because its going to be sad to say goodbye to him. I could not have asked for a better first placement to get us use to being a foster family. he is the sweetest thing and still so innocent. I just pray he keeps his sweet spirit through all the changes. I think this is actually going to be a great thing, he gets to be with his brother and the other foster family is going to start the process of trying to adopt the boys. thank you God! johnny could have a forever family with his brother! going to be sad and I will still worry about him, but going to trust. he will always have a special place in my heart. and praying the kids do okay because they feel in love like we all did. we know there are other babies that need love and a safe home but doesn't make us love johnny any less. I WILL MISS THOSE CHEEKS AND SMILE!!:(