We had a fun time getting out the decorations and putting the tree up and all the lights outside. Little R was beyond excited. He is just loving the lights on our house and when we drive through the neighborhood and see them all. I would call it borderline obsessed, asking all day when we will blow up the 'NoMan' in the front yard and he has to watch it blow up. Its really cute.
Last week he had a hard time. He left to go to a visit, its over an hour drive since they have to go pick up his little sister in Laveen and then to the CPS office. Well this time parents didn't call to cancel, they just didn't show. So he did get to see his sisters for a few minutes but then they brought him back. He seemed okay at first and he was fine but then a little bit later we were in the bathroom and he was on the potty and he said "no mommy, daddy". It broke my heart. I didn't even know what to say. I don't get stumped a lot but really didn't know exactly how to comfort him or make it positive. Every day since that day when he gets off the bus he asks if he's going to see Mommy, Daddy. And then cries and whines when I say no not today. Every night we pray as I rock him, I thank God for letting him be here in our home and letting us love him and then I pray for his Mommy and Daddy and I asked God to protect them and that they can all be together again soon. R has always loved the rocking chair and for me to rock him but now he goes to it randomly and rocks and says mommy daddy, mommy daddy. He does it when we are trying to get him dressed, when he is being silly, when he's happy or sad. Its like he loves when we pray for them. Precious boy.
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